I don't know. I've been thinking of suicide recently, but I'm still hesitating.
I mean, I'm 62 and this world is going to pieces.
One of the major polluters that could change things (the USA) going backwards to the 19th century, promting coal-based industry like in the early 19th century, I just can't believe it.
And what can the rest of the world do?...
I won't shoot myself: I live in a country where there is no "gun culture", we are not bandits.
I won't hang myself either.
Maybe drown myself in a barrel of IPA, why not ?
What's the best, the most elegant way to leave this world?
I exclude LSD and the like, it was OK when I was in my twenties, but when I die I want to be conscious and tell god, fuck off you clown, if this is the world you created, you're fired.