Bloody green fingers??NAME IT!
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I have the same characteristics going on.I have this shirasawanum 'Autumn Moon', and I kept two seedlings that look very different :
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Don't be too hard on yourself. Looks like its healthy and happy. With time it will get better.Crab apple